I love this show!

It's a damn shame that this was cancelled. The Game was my primetime soap!

Love needs to come out of hiding so I can see what it looks like!

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"The Lady In My Life"

[1st Verse]
There'll Be No Darkness Tonight
Lady Our Love Will Shine
Just Put Your Trust In My Heart
And Meet Me In Paradise, Girl
You're Every Wonder In This World To Me
A Treasure Time Won't Steal Away

[Chorus]
So Listen To My Heart
Lay Your Body Close To Mine
Let Me Fill You With My Dreams
I Can Make You Feel Alright
And Baby Through The Years
Gonna Love You More Each Day
So I Promise You Tonight
That You'll Always Be The Lady In My Life

[Bridge]
Lay Back In My Tenderness
Let's Make This A Night We Won't Forget
Girl, I Need Your Sweet Caress
Reach Out To A Fantasy
Two Hearts In The Beat Of Ecstasy
Come To Me, Girl

[Chorus]
And I Will Keep You Warm
Through The Shadows Of The Night
Let Me Touch You With My Love
I Can Make You Feel So Right
And Baby Through The Years
Even When We're Old And Gray
I Will Love You More Each Day
'Cause You Will Always Be The Lady In My Life

Stay With Me
I Want You To Stay With Me...

©Michael Jackson
It's such a beautiful song isn't it? A romantic song it is. A lovely song that tells a true love story about how a guy feels for his woman. Im sure MJ himself felt some kinda way for someone when he wrote the song, so it is proof that some men genuinely feels that true love, but where is he????
There was a time when I thought that I would hear similar words from a man that I loved, but to no avail. This beautiful song tells a story about a dude who is so in love with his girl. He expresses his love for her by telling her to believe in his heart, by expressing to her how much she means to him & how much he needs her in his life. Sounds like love FORREAL FORREAL!!
But what happens when you realize that lyrics to a song is just that?...lyrics!
Even though Michael sings for all the men who are in love, it doesn't mean that every man is gonna see or feel love the same way as he describes in his song!

I thought I would, but love played a trick on me!
I don't even know what love looks like anymore!
Does it supposed to make me feel like this??
You know...wondering...confused....
Am I too good for love???
Do I need it in my life??
When I thought I had it, I felt all those things that Mike described to his lady!
So, why do I feel differently now???
Why do I feel that love is blind?
Love will only hurt me in the end!
Am I supposed to learn something from this???
IDK!
But, what I do know is that love isn't built overnight! Love takes time to make but when it breaks you, it also takes time from you to heal from it.
There was a time when I felt the same way as "Mike's lady". I felt like I was HIS lady for life. I felt like he loved me enough to make me his world, his one & only TRUE love, the woman he trusted, adored, & respected as his queen after years of a strong friendship, but the unthinkable happened! LOVE got away! & now, I can't find it. Was love wearing a mask the whole time?
Where is the love???
Where has it gone?
Does anyone know?
Would you know what it looks like?
Cause forreal, I need it!
So, let me know when you do, cuz love have some serious explaining to do!
If you gonna have Mike sing about you then you need to show face!
YOUR REAL FACE! Imjusaying:~)
Until then, I will be taking my time & focus on me, my kids, & our future.
So love, don't take forever showing your face, bcuz I'd love to see you...feel your presence...hold you in my arms & make you feel alright.:~)

I am a complex chick...& proud of it!

The meaning of Complex

a conceptual whole made up of complicated and related part;

a combination of emotions and impulses that have been rejected from an awareness but still influence a person's behavior;
a whole structure (as a building of sorts) made up of interconnected or related structures;
In psychology a complex is a group of mental factors that are unconsciously associated by the individual with a particular subject or connected by a recognizable theme and influence the individual's attitude and behavior.



I can say that I have been through many events, emotions, challenges & others for what i consider life lessons to be where I am spirititually & emotionally now. Mind you, I am in my early 30s & im STILL learning about life. I think everyone will go through a time in their lives where every mistake they've made has made them smarter. Every good they did will make them honorable. Every weak period they went through will make them stronger. Every bad they did will make them suffer & learn, & the lessons they learn, they will spread to others.
 I know I don't regret at all the good and bad events in my life! All of it has made me the woman I am today!
EMBRACE YOURSELF FOR WHO YOU ARE TODAY!
EXCEPT YOUR PAST LIFE FOR WHAT IT IS...A LIFE LESSON.

IT COULD BE WORSE!

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Do you ever wonder about yourself & think that no one could possibly go through the shit that you go through?
Like, I ask myself all the time..."Am i the only one going through this & that & just ready to say FUKITOL?"

I swear, I wish there really was a "pill" besides prozac, that will just make everything in your life just come together!

With all the trials & challenges in my life for the past several years, im about ready to contact the CDC for putting Fukitol on the market!

But, honestly...it's not really that bad, now that i've had a chance to really sit, meditate, relax, relate, & release. I've had some tough moments(& i still go through some of them now), but I also have some peaceful moments when I look & say to myself..."Everything is gonna be alright". &...everything is. So see, we may close our eyes & hope that some Fukitol pills will magically appear & fall in our lap, but truth be told,
When you feel your're about ready to give up, you just dig deep down into your soul where your inner strength reside & pull it all out from your core with all your might! Once you do that, nothing or no one will break you!

ME ONLINE JOURNAL

So, I made a personal blog!
Don't know why, but...I just did it!
Maybe to do some venting by using my keyboard, instead of screaming!
Maybe, i just need some outlet where I can express my true self!
Who knows...but it's here.
Welcome to my personal haven.